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So today my Great Grandma had to go to the emergency room for heart failure.... so she will gone very soon and my Great aunt died today.... I just feel really really really upset.... well obviously, it's basically like this, 3 deaths, 3 funerals, in 3 weeks. I honestly am just breaking down every five minutes then forcing myself to smile and breaking down again. It's just so messed up that all of this is happening. And I just started my freshman year, today was my second day at school and I don't see myself going tomorrow. And I don't believe I want to go back to school all this pressure from school, and I suppose intimidation from everything at highschool mixed with all the death is making my mind hurt. I really can't focus on anything right now. I just want to sleep. For a long time until my head is clear and the sky is just perfect or something unreal. This is all too unreal! Life is just... so freaking!!! No! I'm so upset that I can't even cry really! My emotions are just all over and I'm so freaking sad and I want to just run and run and run away far far away. I want to leave. To go. To escape all this, but no I do not want to die.... But instead of all them, I wish it would've been me.
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---> ~MelodyLynngrace (https://www.deviantart.com/melodylynngrace) new account nwn !!
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..Ya know what's really weird about this account, wolftiger98, is that it reminds me so much of who I used to be, what I used to say, people I used to know. It's funny, I miss it almost, but I've grown so much since then, so this account is more like an image of a past, old, in need of change self. And my new one is that new, better, changed self. Though I lost a few friends along the way in my change, I'm gaining new ones. And I miss my old friends, but letting go of things is a part of life. Part of me just wishes the terms could be better-- wishes I could stil
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I still have 285 watchers on this account, and 131 on my new one, so I don't know if all of those people are just inactive or if they don't like my art anymore but still want to watch this old account? Or they're like me and don't feel like unwatching an old account even when people switch haha. But yeah once again my new account is ~MelodyLynngrace (https://www.deviantart.com/melodylynngrace) <33
Account has moved dearies
Just in case you didn't see the first journal, my account has moved to ~MelodyLynngrace (https://www.deviantart.com/melodylynngrace)
HELLO/ Moving accounts
Hello to all my wonderful watchers. I have been able to improve my art, and get much MUCH closer to God. I've learned a lot, and changed a lot. You may not recognize me right away, haha! I had originally planned to write this long, beautiful well thought out journal, but I realized it'd be kind of prideful... so I just wanted to update you quickly, and say yes I am moving accounts. I never thought I would, but God told me it was time to get back on here, and not on this account. So, I asked for a new, godly, username, and He gave me one. I got a premium memberships and changed my name from dark-sensation to MelodyLynngrace. I love you all, th
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Omg D: I'm so sorry! *Hugs you*